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PRAWN SUX

2005-05-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

TODAY YE QING FORCED ME TO EAT A STUPID BALL OF PRAWN & I REALLY WANTED TO PUKE! BLEAHZ!!! BUT I COVERED MY MOUTH WIF MY HAND & SWALLOWED IT BEFORE IT COMES OUTTA MY MOUTH. I PROBABLY LOOKED AS THOUGH I WAS FILMING FEAR FACTOR LOL.. NEVER GONNA EAT A PRAWN EVER AGAIN~!~!~! & OF COZ NOT BABY OCTOPUS EITHER.. NOR SHELLFISH NOR ANY OTHER SEA FRENS OF PRAWNS EXCEPT FISH & CRABS. END OF ENTRY.

Klutz+Doggies+Childhood days

2005-04-06T01:10:00.000+08:00

think im becoming more & more of a klutz nowadaes.. been knocking into objects eg. rubbish bin/mugs, kicking table legs or banging into a table edge, spilling drinks, dropping mugs/bowls/phone & wad not.. and the worse of all is to walk straight into a wall.. apparently i was supposed to walk through this sorta passageway thingy but instead i went into the wall nxt to it. & it wasnt even at somewhere foreign or anything, in fact it took place AT HOME. k.. to be fair i wasnt really looking in the direction i was walking but still, im supposed to already noe my way around no? & crappy still haf to comment dat no wonder my degree's so high coz i cant even c sumthing so huge. like thanx a lot man.. but i cant afford to worsen my eyesight any further =S maybe my brain's losing its ability to gauge or sense any obstacle dat's blocking my way.. is dat some sort of a syndrome? lol..
anyway.. im thinking of getting a cute lil puppy.. kinda like yorkshire pups (those brown n black ones) but sadly i dun think im allowed anyway. & furthermore it aint easy taking care of pets esp when the last time i had a dog was like ages ago. there used to be a doberman, german shepherd and many other stray doggies at diff times of my life when i was young.. & they all stayed at my dad's farm. but all the doggies haf sad endings to their lives.. the doberman bit a venomous snake & died, the german shepherd was fed wif poison by some evil inhabitants near the farm & so were the most of them.. some fought to their deaths wif other wild dogs.. & my fav black doggie named michael (or izzit jackson) was thrown away by dad coz he accused it of playing wif his fishes.. and later did he realise dat it was actually jackson (or michael) the brown doggie which was found guilty.. damn sad man.. i couldnt stop crying & screaming at my dad (i used to cry at almost everything anyway.. too sensitive lol).. was only abt pri 1 then.
its a funny thing dat i can still vividly rmb past memories of video gaming, lotsa cycling arnd the farm, make-believe games, kite-flying, hide-n-seek, fishing, plucking fruits frm trees dad planted (guava/roseapple/mango/rambutan/starfruit etc.. the trees r still there btw), running arnd barefooted, ant burning, catching water snails, searching for lizard eggs in drawers, fighting wif my bros & getting severe punishment aft dat, playing at the tree-house dad built for us, & many other dirty games. dirty as in.. filthy. yup. i even saw how the nxt door farmer prepare food for the geese they reared & then slaughter them when they r big & juicy. or watch them chop off fish heads in wide-eyed amazement coz the detached heads could still move. & become excited when occasional 'ang moh' vistors came to visit. & smuggling coke off to somewhere else to drink coz we werent allowed to, but got caught after dat. and the list goes on.. dun i sound like some wild Kampong kid.. haha. frens tell me dat i haf a v different & enriched childhood. yes i agree. these r definitely fond memories.. sorry but im being a bit nostalgic here.. but how i miss those times man.. havent been there for quite some time already. heard dad talk abt spotting huge CROCODILES at the swampy area behind the farm =S

Have u ever?

2005-03-26T01:42:00.000+08:00

Have You Ever by Brandy

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look in their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta do to get in your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep

shopping day

2005-03-20T01:58:00.000+08:00

funny things dat was said...

1. na ge Jaguar (car) shang mian you yi ge si leopard
2. Lexus SUV look like yi ge animal squat zai na bian
3. ta mei you zui wo... yao qian
4. zao dao le mei you? wo bu ren shi ni..
5. tmr is you ren de birthday. magdalene lor... yah la you ren la!
6. v neck = zi bi
7. wei = sms de
8. walk past A*L will hear jie lun's song "ban shou ren"
playing in the background
9. zou guo bi liu xia heng ji
10. pink nuggets & chicken guava
.
.
.

i suppose hardly anyone noes wad i'm toking abt.. heh!!!

anyway went fareast to shop wif jin ling today.. as usual we cant resist temptation n bot a lot of unnecessary things again. like wad's new. dunno y but i juz feel like going on n on buying things as if i haf unlimited $$. AS IF only. feel so cooped up sometimes n i juz haf to go for retail therapy. met quite a lot of pple today... =)) at first it was jie en, rou chi n junior in the mrt. watched a bit of their recorded syf dance rehearsal b4 having to alight. then it was vickie n fren. i din notice her de but was wondering who's staring at me so hard. n she still dare to laugh at me some more.. ^%&*$#@@^ haha. then met shu hui n fren. then shi yun n roy. and aft dat saw eugene dat i met frm some job. couldnt recognise him initially n was wondering who the hell was calling out my name. heh. jl n i sat at the macs outside lido to chill n i shun bian looked at the pple passing by. i noe i always enjoy doing this kinda bo liao stuff like observing pple who passes by. but it's really quite amusing when u observe their dress sense, the way they walk, how they laugh etc etc. sat for quite long.. think more than an hr b4 leaving for a washroom coz i so badly needed to pee. hahaha. and then it was time to head for home

Years later....

2005-03-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

ooohh... how come so dusty here... it's been years since i blogged! so many things happened during the past few years.. hahaha. anyway i'm currently working at MOE too wif sok n cn.. wah it's really far frm my house.. need almost an hr to get there n my fare costs $2.13 per trip!! haha i remember it clearly. too bad diff department i feel a bit lonely over there.. only can c goblin and eavesdrop on pencil n co gossiping loudly all the way. though sometimes sok they all will walk past my desk. furthermore they let me do those rubbishy data entry shit to do... been doing it for 4 days le... i cannot tahan man.. proned to dozing off in front of the com. worse thing is my desk is within the boss' view... cannot skive too much coz he can c! i can even eavesdrop on his conversation wif other pple over the phone.. hahahaa. but i always manage to sneak over to the other side to meet sok they all for a lil chat! n not to forget the toilet breaks wif her occasionally. i will strive to skive as much as i can =))) anyway xiao bao is wif *** *****!! i cant believe it.... haiz... how could they?! HOW COULD THEY!!! nono.. shld be how could she!! so disappointing. anyway tok abt disappointments.. somehow it always finds its way to me. when i thot it's finally gone and everything's going on so fine again, it'll come knocking at my door once more. and it doesnt end there. i wonder izzit only me or does it happen to everyone else. oh well. back to the job... at least it's gonna end real soon coz they dun need us to be around for too long. according to sok they sack temp staff so dat they can enjoy unit lunch together wif the extra fund they haf! hahaha wadever! but i'd like to advise some of them to go on a diet instead. okay maybe particularly SOMEONE. hahahaha oh boy am i mean or wad.

Happy Chinese New Yr!

2005-02-10T12:29:00.000+08:00

It's finally Chinese New Yr! Happy new yr to all~! kinda looking forward to the collecting angbao part of the occasion, not so much of the mood and atmosphere though. heh.. anyway.. on new yr's eve my bro and i decided not to slp at all.. but coz it was too boring so he ended up slping at 2am, leaving me as the only creature moving arnd at home.. hah. in the end i oso couldn't take it and went off to dreamland at 2.30am.. only had 3hrs of slp before getting up and changing coz we were setting off to Malacca to visit paternal ah ma and co. the sun was blazing hot over there! and it was really boring to sit and stone for so long.. so we went to walk arnd a bit in the village... got lotsa chickens and a big fat turkey! quite scary the turkey. saw this hen which looked as if she's digging a nest to lay eggs but maybe it felt disturbed by us so it din lay any. aft spending like 6hrs there we finally set off to return to s'pore! phew.. but then guess wad! my dad drank too much beer and obviously he's already kinda tipsy and he still insisted dat he's sober.. said he is fit enuff to drive. made me so scared thruout the journey! worse still he kept blabbering nonsense which made us even more scared coz dat's an obvious sign dat he was not sober! anyway i was squeezed btwn my 2 bros when in the car which is terrible coz i was suffering backaches frm it! when we reached s'pore we headed straight to maternal ah ma's house to visit. we got there at 7.30pm and everyone was already there... i was so hungry i had 2 servings of rice.. ha! this yr my relatives r more generous wif their angbaos than last yr! got 1 auntie gave $68! another gave $50.. not bad! haha.. the rest oso quite a lot. played blackjack and won 22 bucks =)

2nd day of new yr was spent at my place... my relatives came over this time and we had buffet.. bern, lix and px came! px looked diff.. now she has long hair and was wearing a skirt! hah.. we were kinda surprised. aft eating we played dai dee.. heart attack.. snap dat kinda games but my hand itchy, felt like gambling wif my uncles n aunties! so i went to join in the gambling table! but today suay la i lost 10 bucks.. we oso took some stupid pics of us throwing the mandarin oranges up in the air.. haha.. damn lame! but it was good to c them again esp px coz 2 yrs nv c her already =) at least still got c bern in sch and lix oso. they left at 8pm and i appointed lix as the leader who is responsible for leading the rest to the busstop and lrt station! ha..

Borneo Motors =)

2005-01-16T12:57:00.000+08:00

First day at work =) sok and i went for work at Ubi branch of Borneo Motors... it was a Toyota showroom wif lotsa diff models like.. erm.. camry, vios, rav4 and so on.. cant really remember le =P so qiao pei yi and her fren hui shan were oso working there! then suddenly we were scolded by the service counter person, first for not having our uniforms wif us, 2nd for having too many temp staff frm adecco. come on.. it isnt our fault dat we werent given our uniforms rite.. and we were all instructed to go over to dat Ubi branch wad!!! y she scold us like siao.. maybe she having pms lor. aft a while we finally got down to work.. unfortunately i had flu and was sniffing and sneezing like crazy, trying damn hard at the same time to serve customers.. wah it was really damn bad sia. then there was this guy who couldnt stop shaking his head... we had a hard time trying to surpress our laughter coz it would be really rude. there were oso some customers who asked silly questions like duh.. or some questions dat i couldnt answer.. like whether the car was assembled in japan or thailand. how would i noe rite? anyway the worse thing dat happened was dat this guy came up to me, asking some stuff abt COE. i was like huh? so i told him dat i'm not sure and tried to ask a sales engineer for help. unfortunately he said he wasnt free to attend to dat customer. all of a sudden dat bastard customer juz grumbled and said in a rough manner sumthing like " NEVER MIND NEVER MIND!" and stormed out of the showroom.. ta ma de.. so rude one! yah then there was another customer who pointed to this car which i forgot wad model and asked me where's the antaena. and so i began to walk arnd the car to try to locate dat stupid antaena but there wasnt any. it was only aft dat when i overheard this sales engineer saying dat the car has a built-in antaena. Cheys. yuan lai ru ci. for half of the time i was rushing to the washroom to splash water on my face coz i was feeling sick and tired and slpy and wad made it worse was dat time was passing damn slowly. at last it ended! thank god. i was supposed to go down to orchard to meet some frens but i was wearing some stupid yucky tee shirt and jeans and track shoes.... damn er. yah we had dinner and hung arnd at some beach to kan xing xing =)

Doing a Good Deed

2005-01-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

Guess wad! sok and i went to do voluntary work today! so nice and kind of us rite... hehe! helped out at the senior citizens centre.. made calls to all the schools in Singapore to ask them if they wanna take part in some fund raising projects. phew we had finished calling all the primary schools... now we're left wif sec schs and jcs. promised to help them finish up this calling business. the office is kinda messy and small! each of us were given a bear as a form of their gratitude.. haha. anyway i was blardy bitten by this damn mosquito which is v huge! then it settled down at the side of the table.. i quickly grabbed some paper and rolled them up.. then whacked the damned mosquito wif it. and it fell to the ground! after which sok proceeded to stamp on it coz it was like struggling on the ground already =P Happy Ending! hehe wad a crap entry

The Da Vinci Code is good!

2005-01-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. yest my fren lent me The Da Vinci Code.. yay! Finally i can read it.. heard frm many pple dat it's really a fantastic book dat provides lotsa truths and facts abt Catholicism and other interesting stuff. I managed to read abt 200 pages frm morning till now... a lil slow but at least much faster than sok!~ haha.. it's so interesting dat i could hardly put the book down =) Anyways.. today's mummy bdae so in the evening muz go out eat dinner wif relatives.. We went to some coffee shop in Serangoon. Then while i was eating, i saw this tall man wif a kinda short woman frm the corner of my eye.. so i took another look and guess wad! It was actually Zoe Tay and her husband!!!! They juz walked past our table sia... i quickly told them dat Zoe Tay juz walked past and everyone suddenly got excited. Apparently they oso went there to eat... It was damn crowded lor... Think the business is good coz their food is actually quite yummy. Mummy was so happy wif her diamond necklace we gave her dat she couldnt help showing off to my aunties... haha. Anyway aft dat everyone went over to my place to cut cake for mummy... Then they forced daddy to kiss mummy!~ haha... so yucky sia... Anyway the cake was good~! So chocolatey and nice.. I like =) Everyone left at abt 10plus and i settled down to continue reading the book b4 coming to blog.. it has been some time since i last blogged =)

Class Gathering =)

2004-12-31T01:15:00.000+08:00

Went ta meet brenda and serene in the afternoon coz we were goin to bren's place to bake brownies!! yeah man the brownies turned out real yummy.. hehe =) After went marcus' house at around 4 plus.. we had to lug the steamboat thingy over frm bren's house~! btw it wasnt really a class gathering coz only like 5 gals and 6 guys arrived... oh ya + zn's gf.. it's rare to c my class gals bein outnumbered by the guys yea? lol.. There were me, bren, serene, joel, samson, zhu neng & gf, marcus, mark, jeremy, amanda, shuting. Newayx marc has got lotsa vcds at home.. but he dun wanna lend me!!! said he goin ns le so i wont be able to return to him... excuses!!! haha ok kidding.. anyway it was hard to come to a consensus as to which vcd to watch! Ended up watchin new police story... well it was not too bad i guess, though i wasnt exactly watching the show coz i was busy eating steamboat lol. Oh ya and there was marc's doggie too! so cute!!!! kept lickin me... and always so excited to hear the doorbell, he couldnt stop barkin at the door =P After dat we played mahjong for a while and was already kinda late so we had ta stop playing and go home. Manx i took the last train to sengkang mrt.. phew... then luckily the lrt was still around. dun really noe wad time mrts and lrts stop workin coz i hardly stay out late enuff. Guess this is the last time i'll c the guys before they go into army!!! heh and the last time i c them wif hair too b4 goin in.... Good luck to them!! hehe

Out of Job

2004-12-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

Well.. today's the day i became jobless! This is real bad.. dunno how to spend my time now. The leader kena sacked by the boss dat's y we all die together wif him. ha. Of course i'm still searching for a proper job but it's really not easy... plus i'm such a fussy person loh. Anyway we went to Jurong East mrt again to work and guess wad! There was this bitch frm prudential who came scolding at one of our team mates, saying dat wad we were doing was illegal. Apparently they had rented the area outside the station and thus bu shuang us coz we r openly standing around the area within the station where we actually r not supposed to be at. But come on la.. dun haf to be such a BITCH rite? She stormed towards the leader and started yelling like a lunatic, so loudly such dat sok and i were standing quite a distance away and can still hear her disgusting screaming. Pls loh.. we r doing a totally diff business frm them.. think they were trying to get pple to buy insurance or sumthing, does it really matter whether we exist or not? Still threatened to sue him.. wth. Wad a pathetic bitch. We definitely were not abt to steal her business, we're only doing surveys can?! In the end J.J suggested dat we should leave coz we r not exactly allowed to lurk around there haha. And then after dat we went shopping yea! Aft dat sok and i were supposed to meet jing min and another gal.. we were too early so had to hang arnd for a while. Went into Harvey Norman and started watching the tvs dat were showing the 7pm drama.. Then one of the sales guy spotted us!!! He purposely came over and asked if we were looking for a TV. Haha okay dat was kinda embarrassing so we hurried off.. It was until like 8pm b4 everyone reaches.. then we went down to Yi Ying's grand dad's wake. Her grand dad seems to be a v influential man.. can c frm the no. of pple who turned up. Anywayx got home only at like 11 plus.. nearing 12am already! Totally shagged. Imagine going all the way home frm bukit batok! Gosh. Wad a long day =)

Wasteful Day

2004-12-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

Haix today supposed to go for a job interview at some company.. think it's ncs or sumthing. Supposed to get up darn early!! Like at 8am!! But of course I officially got up only at 8.30am. Then waited for a call to confirm the time to go down to the company itself. Guess wad! In the end we din haf to go down today... oh well.. wasting my time! I already went to shower and prepared my certs and all.. Well at least i was able to get back to slp haha... could hardly open my eyes... felt puffy and tired. Anyway i slpt all the way till 3.30pm.. had a headache aft dat. Somehow i always get headaches when i slp too much. Nothing much happened today, juz stoning at home and figuring out html stuff. And i kinda screwed up this blardy blog! Oh there's work tmr... at jurong east mrt again. Hopefully i can earn as much as the first day.. if not more than dat. Coz the 2nd day was way too pathetic. I'm too ashamed to tok abt it manx.. haha. Wad a boring entry huh. Ahh wadever

If We Hold On Together

2004-12-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

IF WE HOLD ON TOGETHER

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

The Incredibles and The Stalker

2004-12-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

Met up wif jinling at 9.30am to go down to the RELC building to submit our SAT registration form. So early!!! I couldnt stop yawning for the whole day. Poor JL was still sick... so we were actually like half-dead creatures dragging our feet along. Aft dat we headed to cine to watch The Incredibles. Yah i noe it's kinda late to watch now haha. But it doesnt matter. Hey it's a nice show!! Kinda cool.. and funny =) Oh anyway we were late for the show and the theatre was surprisingly packed!!!! i think it was like almost fullhouse. We were a lil taken aback coz we expected most pple to haf already watched it. Well anyway b4 the show we went to take neoprints. Again. haha. It was a new machine.. at heerens. anyway we looked so pale in the neoprints la! Appeared as if we had some cool brown hair haha. Nothing much happened.. we went home aft dat coz we were both tired freaks. On the train there was this guy sitting beside me.. and i think he stalked me home!!! Coz i was walking behind him when we alighted at Seng Kang mrt... then he kept looking back at me and purposely made a bigger U turn up the escalator so dat he'd be behind me?! Aft dat we took the same lrt.. then we got down at the same stop too.. Dammit haha. He deliberately waited for me to alight first but didnt allow it to happen. Anyway it was bad luck coz he used back the same tactic, slowing down his footsteps and making a bigger turn down the stairs so dat i'd be in front of him again! Stupid!! This time i decided to quicken up my footsteps and briskwalked home... frm the corner of my eye i saw him standing at a distance away, watching.. eerie! But at least he nv stalk all the way to my home.... Phew!

Gosh I Worked Today~!

2004-12-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. i finally settled down to search for a temporary job coz life's too boring otherwise. Not as if working is v fun or wad la. But at least it keeps me occupied mentally and physically. Then i will not daydream so much le. Anywayx sok accompanied me to Recruit Express, this job agency located somewhere at Raffles Place to fill in my particulars. According to her there are some AJ pple working at dat agency itself. I din get to c them coz it was probably their lunch break at dat time. Aiya but who cares. haha.
After dat we went down to erm.. bukit batok mrt to wait for the "group of pple in white shirt" to arrive. THEY WERE LATE!!!! made me and sok wait for so long for them.. kena cheated of our $$ again la. $2.50 each... coz we were too hao xin and bot one of those charity tickets. The cheater then proceeded to cheat a grp of boys of their $$ and i think she succeeded again. haha. Then came along a gal who's abt 14-16 yrs old. Apparently she was trying to sell us a tic oso. Somehow we started toking cock.. she said my eyes r so big and scary ..wth.. where got la?! I v scary looking meh?! hmph! haha in the end we si dou bu yao buy frm her.. Then she walked off in a v sian fashion. Poor gal haha.
After some time i decided i need to go pee.. we had to cross over to Macs in the drizzle for the washroom and shun bian find a seat there to wait for the white gang to come. Finally they came! Sok's cousin F.C and his fren J.J and this gal called Elizabeth. Well anyway J.J started briefing us on the survey qns... got so many criteria one.. the age muz be btwn 21-45 and the person muz at least hold an O Level cert.. muz be Singaporean or PR oso... wah damn ma fan. Sok and i exchanged looks coz we were not sure if we're able to survive this! haha ok this is too exaggerated. Think we were initially supposed to hit a certain no. of completed survey sheets.. say abt 50? Cannot count those void ones. Hmm so we set off to survey pple aft the briefing. Somehow J.J decided to change venue and we went to Jurong East mrt there instead. Think there were more pple over there. But a lot of competition oso! We toked to fellow competitors haha and it was quite fun to help each other out wif one another's survey qns. Yah la so called cheating oso. Haha shhh!
Well then while i was innocently standing at this corner looking for potential targets to "attack" upon, this aged man came over to me and started nagging at me?! He went on to brag abt how he's picking up IT lessons and how he met his students there yada yada and i had no idea wad he's getting at. So suay.. haha. The main highlight was this man who insisted he's 16 yrs old (yar rite!) and tried to escape but i was holding him back by the arm insisting dat he fill up a survey for me. Was kinda desperate haha coz many pple juz ignored or shot angry looks at us. I quickly asked sok to attack any one of his frens who were trying to escape. Haha in the end we succeeded yay! I dunno wad's wif dat guy but he's really a joker manx. He bluffed me la! Said he's frm dunno myanmar or brunei or the philippines i cant remember and i nearly died on the spot. Waste my time! Then took so long to write out his contact no.... dunno wad he doing lor i was impatient already.. even his fren had filled up sok's form le! Shit him haha.
So the whole 4hrs we were chasing guys arnd since they r easier targets. Guys gif in much more easily lor. Juz smile as much as we can and try to pester them and mostly will succumb to us! HAHAHA. My ankle was giving me much trouble =( At the end of the day i think i completed like 46 sheets but 10 of them r void. So end up wif abt 36. Can get 36 bucks. Which means like $9 per hour? Doesnt sound too bad but it was actually damn tiring ok! By the time i reach home it's already like 10pm... woah wad a tiring day!!!!!! My first day at work! =))) Ok la got sense of achievement. It was somewhat fun too~

Remember Me This Way

2004-12-14T17:59:00.000+08:00

Remember Me This Way
By Jordan Hill

Every now and then
we find a special friend
who never lets us down
who understands it all
reaches out each time we fall
you're the best friend that I've found

I know you can't stay
but part of you will never ever go away
your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
that life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
the love you bring to me
no matter where I go
I know that you'll be there
forever more a part of me
you’re everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
that life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
remember me this way

and I'll be right behind your shoulder
watching you
I'll be standing by your side
all you do
and I won't ever leave
as long as you believe
you just believe

I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
that life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
remember me this way
oh, this way

LeFt OuTsIdE aLoNe

2004-12-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

LEFT OUTSIDE ALONE
Anastacia
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay
I don't feel save

Left broken empty in despair
Wanna breath can't find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
So much more I have to say
Help me find a way

And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay
I don't feel save
I need to pray

Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
Careless, helpless little man
Someday you might understand
There's not much more to say
But I hope you find a way

Still I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
I'll tell you

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay
I don't feel save
I need to pray:

Heavenly Father (heavenly father)
Please (please)
Save me (save me)

And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay
I don't fell save
I need to pray

SCOTTS' ISETAN OR SCOTTS ISETAN????

2004-12-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

yay yest jinling came back frm china... supposed to meet sok today to get earrings and bag and redeem my free 256mb memory card so asked jl along since she havent get her stuff too. haha anyway how i noe it is scotts isetan and not scotts' isetan?! the three of us ended up at scotts shopping centre wondering where's the bloody isetan if there's even an isetan there in the first place?! well of course there isnt one at all la so we went to the nearest best outlet to check it out... in the end yah la we found out dat it's actually SCOTTS ISETAN not scotts' isetan. it makes a lot of difference haha i ASSUMED scotts got isetan. anyway we finally went to the right place and i got my free memory card yay. phew.. okay enuff of this isetan business already. bot earrings too frm jo's craft.. matching ones wif my necklace =) oh yah and back to paragon... the metro there sux!! dun haf the bags dat sok and i eyed on the other day at causeway pt metro... then sok started saying her "pian yi de bag jiu bu shi bag meh" chant =P hahaha and then we went fooling around at the bags department at tangs.. pei-ed jl to look for her heels and stuff too.. at 5.38pm we were deciding whether to travel all the way to causeway aka si di fang frm ps.. which we finally went and FINALLY bot our bags! yea man it's been a tiring day

"When She Loved Me"

2004-12-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

When somebody loved me

everything was beautiful

every hour we spent together

lives within my heart

And when she was sad

I was there to dry her tears

and when she was happy so was I

when she loved me

Through the summer and the fall

we had each other that was all

just she and I together

like it was meant to be

and when she was lonely

I was there to comfort her

and I knew that she loved me

So the years went by

I stayed the same

but she began to drift away

I was left alone

still I waited for the day

when she'd say

I will always love you

Lonely and forgotten

never thought she'd look my way

and she smiled at me and held me

just like she used to do

like she loved me

when she loved me

When somebody loved me

everything was beautiful

every hour we spent together

lives within my heart

When she loved me...

SHUTTER.. shudder

2004-11-30T01:18:00.000+08:00

haha.. went out wif sok and jing min and yun fong today... we went to catch SHUTTER! of course i wasnt keen at all since i'm such a chicken! cant imagine scaring my heart out watching horrible spirits crawling out frm no where! but then it was 3 against 1.. we went to buy the tix and guess wad! there was only the front seats left! i grabbed the chance and suggested catching polar express instead.. haha lame. then sok supported my idea coz i think she most probably was oso chickening out already haha. okay i noe we r forever turning into chickens la. somehow we found ourselves sitting at the front row eating pop corn and waiting for the horror flick to start.. oh man, then there was this guy whom we presume was too freaked out to watch coz he grabbed his bag and walked out of the theatre b4 the show even started! haha i thot i was much braver than him la =P anyway throughout the show sok and i were practically hidden behind our hands and peeking frm between our fingers and screaming like mad whenever the music went to its climax haha! it was really damn fun to scream like dat wif all the gals in the theatre! i pity the guy sitting beside me though.. it muz haf been hard on him to sit beside hysterical screaming gals. hmm yah it's a really cool horror flick wif a nice plot.. darn haunting oso.. i cant seem to get those haunting scenes outta my mind help!! ahhhh!!! got some funny parts too. okay la but i havent been watching much of the scary parts.. i think the female lead is quite chio and the male lead resembles pierre png. but i overheard the guy beside saying dat he looks like beckham?! does pierre png even look like beckham??? haha no way la! the ending wasnt exactly nice too... the male lead went crazy i think. really haunting ending.. i am already getting cold chills yucks!

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PRAWN SUX

Klutz+Doggies+Childhood days

Have u ever?

shopping day

Years later....

Happy Chinese New Yr!

Borneo Motors =)

Doing a Good Deed

The Da Vinci Code is good!

Class Gathering =)

Out of Job

Wasteful Day

If We Hold On Together

The Incredibles and The Stalker

Gosh I Worked Today~!

*Remember Me This Way*

LeFt OuTsIdE aLoNe

SCOTTS' ISETAN OR SCOTTS ISETAN????

"When She Loved Me"

SHUTTER.. *shudder*

..+b3nEa+h +He Pa|e MoOn|i9Ht+..

Remember Me This Way

SHUTTER.. shudder